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So the guy I’m dating never initiates conversation or asks to hang out. I’m always the one to initiate stuff like that. When we hang out, he’s great and he’s so sweet and gives me kisses and it’s nice. And he’s such a nice guy, he could never have malicious intent and he’s definitely not just in it for sex or anything. But it hurts and I’m confused. I really want to be with him. Maybe he’s just busy, and now that finals week is over he’ll perk up. We’ll see. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck my fucking creative writing teacher had to send me a personal email to ask me in advance not to use my phone during tonights class. I don’t know why this bothers me so much but I fucking hate myself and I don’t want to go and I don’t like her and I just want to curl up and die. Thank god it’s the last class of the semester. Ugh. I always feel responsible for making my friends feel better when they’re upset. It’s a lot on my shoulders but it feels like I have to help them or no one else will because people can be dicks. But then I never know what to say to make them feel better and I always end up fucking up and saying the wrong thing and then they get even more upset. Whyyyyyy ugh
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